Thursday, June 01, 2006!
HandWritten on; 10:43 PM
argh. im so irritated. whywhywhy must i have a life like this. why is it that everyone else can enjoy their long awaited holidays. only me. why. why do i have to live in fear all the time. why cant i have that least bit of freedom. why must i forever worry abt going home even when im outside. such that i cant even enjoy myself. why. why cant i even go and sleep when im tired. cos someone's watching. why. i reallyreally hate you. you are making my life so so so miserable. why must you do this to me.
God, when can you save me from all these? i want to get away. from all these horrible crap.
get away,away;